再見(jiàn)（黑藍櫻蘭灌籃世界完結篇）

    ????    ????    ????晨????光????熹????微????，????瘋????狂????了????一????整????夜????的????人????還????在????沉????睡????，????流????川????楓????的????愛(ài)????好????，????除????了????籃????球????就????是????睡????覺(jué)????，????總????是????睡????不????夠????的????樣????子????。????鯉????坐????在????床????邊????，????輕????輕????的????撫????摸????著(zhù)????他????軟????軟????的????頭????發(fā)????，????撩????開(kāi)????長(cháng)????長(cháng)????的????劉????海????，????在????他????的????眉????心????印????下????一????吻????。

    ????    ????    ????“????雖????然????你????大????概????聽(tīng)????不????到????，????但????是????我????還????是????有????好????好????告????別????啊????，????”????鯉????覺(jué)????得????自????己????現????在????這????樣????好????糟????糕????，????如????果????能????單????純????的????只????為????積????分????而????不????付????出????任????何????感????情????就????好????了????，????這????樣????必????須????要????分????離????的????時(shí)????候????，????就????不????會(huì )????覺(jué)????得????難????過(guò)????了????。????可????是????感????情????總????是????互????相????的????，????當????你????接????受????了????別????人????的????好????意????之????后????，????要????如????何????才????能????控????制????自????己????不????用????相????同????的????心????去????回????報????呢????？????她????知????道????自????己????的????，????看????著(zhù)????什????么????都????不????在????乎????，????即????使????被????父????母????徹????底????忽????略????也????不????會(huì )????難????過(guò)????，????但????是????最????柔????軟????的????深????處????，????千????葉????鯉????還????是????那????個(gè)????有????一????個(gè)????聲????音????陪????她???????話(huà)????就????很????高????興????的????小????姑????娘????。????果????然????魚(yú)???????得????很????對????吶????，????自????己????選????擇????了????一????條????最????糟????糕????的????路????。

    ????    ????    ????太????多????無(wú)????法????回????報????同????樣????感????情????的????愧????疚????，????對????自????己????的????否????定????，????對????這????樣????繼????續????下????去????的????厭????惡????，????灰????暗????的????情????緒????不????斷????在????心????里????堆????積????著(zhù)????，????她????已????經(jīng)????壞????掉????了????。

    ????    ????    ????“????我????很????喜????歡????你????的????，????打????籃????球????的????樣????子????，????睡????著(zhù)????的????樣????子????，????發(fā)????呆????的????樣????子????，????”????別????人????眼????里????的????流????川????楓????冷????酷????高????傲????，????但????是????鯉????就????是????莫????名????的????覺(jué)????得????很????可????愛(ài)????，????又????別????扭????又????任????性????，????不???????話(huà)????就????算????了????，????一???????話(huà)????一????定????要????踩????人????家????的????痛????腳????。????“????也????謝????謝????你????喜????歡????了????我????這????樣????的????人????，????如????果????，????我????只????是????普????通????的????女????孩????子????，????一????定????會(huì )????答????應????你????的????求????婚????，????嫁????給????你????的????。????”

    ????    ????    ????“????然????后????呢????，????要????對????我????即????將????抹????掉????你????記????憶????這????件????事????道????歉????，????雖????然????我????很????討????厭????打????著(zhù)????為????對????方????好????的????旗????號????私????自????做????出????決????定????兩????個(gè)????人????關(guān)????系????的????人????，????但????是????這????次????我????要????做????我????討????厭????的????人????了????，????比????起????被????我????的????消????失????困????擾????著(zhù)????，????心????無(wú)????旁????騖????打????籃????球????的????流????川????楓????我????最????喜????歡????了????。????你????以????后????會(huì )????成????為????最????耀????眼????的????明????星????，????遇????見(jiàn)????一????個(gè)????很????喜????歡????你????的????人????，????你????們????會(huì )????相????愛(ài)????，????結????婚????，????所????以????忘????掉????會(huì )????讓????你????困????擾????的????人????好????了????。????”

    ????    ????    ????鯉????又????俯????身????親????了????親????流????川????楓????，????眼????睛????有????些????脹????，????突????然????撲????倒????又????抱????住????了????他????，????喃????喃????的????對????著(zhù)????空????氣???????：????“????我????不????想????走????了????，????留????下????來(lái)????嫁????給????他????也????很????不????錯????。????”

    ????    ????    ????“????如????果????真????的????這????么????想????，????你????就????給????我????好????好????攢????積????分????下????次????再????回????來(lái)????好????了????，????你????以????為????你????現????在????這????樣????招????惹????那????么????多????男????人????，????能????簡(jiǎn)????單???????嫁????給????某????個(gè)????人????就????能????解????決????？????他????們????不????是????普????通????人????，????是????世????界????命????運????的????中????心????，????一????旦????互????相????沖????突????，????那????就????不????是????能????簡(jiǎn)????單????解????決????的????。????現????在????讓????他????們????都????忘????記????你????才????是????最????好????的????選????擇????，????等????你????想????清????楚????了????，????攢????夠????了????可????以????隨????意????選????擇????世????界????的????積????分????，????再????重????新????遇????見(jiàn)????一????次????好????了????。????”????兩????個(gè)????半????透????明????的????小????人????站????在????半????空????，????魚(yú)????用????國????王????權????杖????戳????著(zhù)????鯉????緊????抱????著(zhù)????流????川????楓????的????手????，????泉????落????在????她????肩????上????摸????了????摸????她????的????頭????。????“????用????積????分????穿????回????來(lái)????可????以????選????擇????時(shí)????間????點(diǎn)????的????，????不????要????太????難????過(guò)????了????。????”

    ????    ????    ????熟????睡????中????的????流????川????楓????動(dòng)????了????動(dòng)????，????伸????手????摟????住????趴????在????自????己????身????上????的????人????又????重????新????睡????去????，????鯉????看????著(zhù)????他????睡????著(zhù)????的????臉????，????貼????在????他????寬????厚????的????胸????上????聽(tīng)????著(zhù)????心????跳????，????“????就????算????重????新????回????到????初????遇????的????時(shí)????候????又????怎????么????樣????？????和????同????一????個(gè)????人????怎????么????可????能????有????兩????次????初????遇????呢????？????再????一????次????遇????見(jiàn)????的????，????就????不????是????他????了????。????”

    ????    ????    ????“????不????管????怎????么???????現????在????都????來(lái)????不????及????了????，????該????走????了????，????鯉????。????”????暴????脾????氣????的????魚(yú)????今????天????很????安????靜????，????所????以????我????才????不????想????你????選????擇????這????樣????一????條????路????，????明????明????只????是????一????個(gè)????笨????孩????子????。????“????還????要????去????跟????其????他????人????告????別????嗎????？????”

    ????    ????    ????“????不????用????了????，????再????去????也????是????徒????增????傷????感????。????再????見(jiàn)????，????流????川????楓????，????希????望????還????能????再????見(jiàn)????。????”????鯉????沒(méi)????有????再????任????性????，????輕????輕????的????從????流????川????楓????懷????里????掙????脫????出????來(lái)????，????希????望????那????些????人????在????忘????掉????自????己????之????后????，????都????能????獲????得????更????大????的????幸????福????。

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    ????    ????    ????心????臟????突????然????一????陣????緊????縮????，????流????川????楓????從????睡????夢(mèng)????里????醒????過(guò)????來(lái)????，????茫????然????無(wú)????措????，????像????有????什????么????東????西????消????失????了????一????樣????，????他????揉????著(zhù)????惺????忪????的????睡????眼????低????頭????，????左????邊????胸????口????處????沾????著(zhù)????一????滴????水????珠????，????他????覺(jué)????得????心????臟????有????些????不????舒????服????。

    ????    ????    ????同????一????時(shí)????刻????，????幾????個(gè)????少????年????也????突????然????被????驚????醒????，????茫????然????若????失????，????有????重????要????的????東????西????不????見(jiàn)????了????，????但????是????是????什????么????東????西????呢????？????想????不????起????來(lái)????。

    ????    ????    ????流????川????楓????打????著(zhù)????呵????欠????爬????起????來(lái)????，????提????起????扔????在????床????下????的????衣????服????，????精????致????的????小????盒????子????滾????了????出????來(lái)????，????他????撿????起????打????開(kāi)????，????一????枚????精????致????的????鉆????戒????閃????著(zhù)????光????芒????，????真????奇????怪????，????他????為????什????么????要????買(mǎi)????戒????指????呢????？

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